Hey Dr Sue — I Have Something Unusual That I Fantasize About And I’m Not Entirely Sure What To Do With It…

I had to shorten this to get the title down to a workable size, but I think its important people get to see the whole question:

So I have something unusual that I fantasize about and I’m not entirely sure what to do with it.

One time a few years ago I was in the bathroom and due to the long line for the womens bathroom. A few women came into the mens restroom.

Now at the time, I and a few other men were using urinals. The women used the stalls of course but when women were doing make up and washing hands I could see out of my peripheral vision the ladies looking at us. We had our penises out of course and since the urinals didn’t have dividers they could easily see us exposed. They didn’t stay for long but while it was initially awkward looking back on it I get aroused.

I admit that I kind of liked this and it even turns me on to think about this happening again.

The problem is I don’t know how this could really be realistic to ever replicate lol.

I guess is this normal? Is there any way to get rid of the desire if it is unhealthy? I’d appreciate some advice and maybe insight as to why I might like this.